Wedding Check List: Church and Hotel

DONE!!!!!


DONE!!!! I got the reception hall contract finished! Yay... I had the wedding cordinator put everything in the contract down to the tiniest detail, thanks to my awesome maid of honor, so I wont get screwed. That is one of the biggest things to get done. I am going to pay the deposit tommorrow! YAY!!! I also reserved the church with a deposit.
So if you couldnt guess the date has been set for November 22, 2008, and this time I cannot change my mind since the church and hotel have been booked~ Zac said he is proud that I have gotten so much done already. I am trying to get as much done as soon as possible so I do not tuen into a BRIDEZILLA! LMAO. Guess all those wedding shows paid off~~~
Well that is it for now!!

The planning begins

So today I really started hitting the wedding planning hard. I think I have hamered out a budget. I called a few hotels for the reception, and I am going to go look at one on Thursday. We are shooting for the end of the year 2008. I know. I know. I changed the date again, well, after going to a wedding in the summer this year I decided that winter was the best choice for a wedding in Texas. Once I have the church and hotel booked I will make sure I send everyone save the date cards. I know I have found teh chruch where we want the wedding hands down. It is a church in Irving. Zac and I attended our friends, Matt, wedding this weekend there and I was so amazed at how gorgeous the ceremony was, i decided that was the place. It is a hsitoric church with gorgeous stained glass windows and such a beautiful sanctuary, it made me cry!!! I cant wait!!! Let the crazyness begin!!!

Its a Monday

Well as you can tell its a Monday!!! Cold, Rainy, and blah is what seems to run through my mind. As most of you know from my previous blog, I fell last Friday, and my shoulder is still killing me. I go to the doctor on this Friday for a follow up on my blood work, so I will have her look at it then. Lord only knows what I most likely did.... I am so so clumsy sometimes I amaze myself. Any who that is all I have for now, better get back wo work...

Clutzy is as Clutzy does

So as you can tell from the title I am a total clutz to say the least. Well last night while I was attempting to walk up the stairs at our apartments, I slipped on the wet concrete and totally busted ass....My blackjack went flying and I attempted to catch myself. In the process I sliced my big toe open, fell on my bad knee which is now black and blue and scraped, shredded my left palm, and totally jacked up my left shoulder! I have the worse luck when it come to hurting myself. Sometimes I wonder if God left that little part of my common sense out! LOL....

On another note, my PaPa is back in the hospital and is not doing so hot. I know he is old and not able to heal as well as he has in the past so I know all I can do at this point is pray. My dad is trying to protect me and keep it from me how bad he is doing, which is sweet but I know to always be prepared for the worse. This morning they transferred him to CCU because his blood pressure dropped and his temp was going up. They now have him stable, which is a good thing, so thank god for that.

Any who that is what is going on right now in the life of the soon to be Mrs. Alston!!! Sorry to all who I haven't had time to keep in touch with on a regular basis, as you can tell things have been hectic. I promise I will try harder to make sure I keep up with everyone! Love ya'll!!

Long time, No Post!

So obviuosly I have not posted in a while! Sorry about that. Life has been so crazy. Well a small update to a major change, I bought a new car, a 2006 Chevy Malibu LT. I love it! It is so much more roomy than my last car and gets alot better gas milage. Best of all it is new. Zac and I went to Los Angeles this summer for my 21st birthday and vacation. While we were there he proposed on Santa Monica beach!!!! It was sooooo awesome. Not only that, it was friday the 13th. My ring is so so so gorgeous, simple but amazing. 1ct marquis cut diamond set in a simple white gold band.


Othen than that we are about to move from Las Colinas to the prestigous Valley Ranch, Home of the Dallas Cowboys!! Speaking of which they did horrible last game but I wont hold that against them, I still love em!

My sister and phil got married in Vegas this month which is totaly crazy, and to top it all off my nephew said his first word last night which was mama..... YAY!!!! I am so proud to be the aunt of such an intelligent little man!!! Any who that is all for now!!!

Love Ya'll

What A Weekend!!!

So this weekend! Guess what what we did? Not a damn thing! This was the best weekend that we had in a while! The only down side to the weekend is that I woke up at 7:00am on Saturday. I walk into the living room and Will is watching this show on HBO called 6 Feet Under. What a freaking show man! The people on this show are so screwed up that it makes your life seem great no matter how fucked up you are. There is no way that you could be worse than the people on this damn show!

So now due to the watching of six episodes of this show, Will and I now have a new addiction. Some people say that addiction may be bad. Some people say that addiction and laughing at the misfortion of others is bad, NOT! Laughing at how fucked up the people on this show were made my day so much better and gave me a great start to my weekend.

Zac and I go to the grocery store that afternoon and I sware we got enough food to loat us about three weeks. In all reality this will last us about 2 weeks. It is nice to have a pantry full of food. I seriously think in the 5 months that we have lived with each other this was our first trip to a store where we just cruised the isles and actually did a real shopping trip. NICE! yay!

That night we had a few people over and watched TV and chilled, had a few drinks. Nice night.

On Sunday we didn't do a shittin thing. Sunday night we woke up ate, took a nap, the later we went and sat at starbucks with Candice for a few hours. My friend from highschool joined us for a little while. Now that puts us where we are right now, WaTCHING ToURGASM!! GOOD NIGHT EVERY ONE!

Damn this Feeling

Once every so often I begin to feel manic. I Get really sad and want to cry then that turns to anger and every little thing that someone does pisses me off. Even some one I subconciously dont like, if they talk to me I want to tell them to go to hell.

I do not know why this happens and I dont like the way that it makes me feel. I really shouldnt have anything to get mad about, I have a wonderful life! My boyfriend is amazing and I know that he would do anything for me. I know that it hurts him when I get like this because not intentionally I might take a little of my frustration out on him. I hope he knows that none of my anger is directed to him.. Infact, if it were not for him I might actually have a break down right this second. I know that he gives me ideas of how calm down but i tottaly ignore them because I am so freaked out. I hope he knows that I love him with all of my heart and that I am sorry for anything mean I say right now!

My health insurance kicks in next month and I know that I need to go to the doctor so he can tell me that i am officially fucked up in the head. Whats new right? I think I need to be on some sort of medication so I do not get like this. What a horrible feeling to have, I need meds to be ok? Damn I am fucked up.

All I can say is that I feel like I am about to have a mental break down! What am I suppsoe to do? I am at work and have another 4 hours to go. Damn this late night shit! Am i suppsoe to go to my boss and be like "Um, excuse me, can I leave before I have a breakdown and loose my damn mind?" I really do not think that would fly to well here. Granted this guy is the best boss that I have ever had, I still do not think that he would be ok with that. Ya know?

Ok so I guess it is time for my ass to stop rambling before I start to cry. Oh and can you believe I typed this whole damn thing with out lookin at the freakin keyboard! I must be stressed!! GOD HELP ME TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE REST OF THE DAY~~~